Now playing: Don't You Remember - Adele
At first, I find it ridiculous to just spill out my feelings here on my blog, allowing the entire world to read it.
Some might even find it pointless having a blog.
Then I thought about why I created this blog in the first place if it wasn't for me to share my opinions and thoughts.
This is a different post.
I'm fed up.
Fed up of being okay when it's not.
Fed up of being unappreciated.
I'm fed up of being a role model that no one look up to.
I'm tired.
Tired of not being able to do anything when I'm desperate.
Tired of people trying to tell me there's better opportunity when I clearly see none.
I'm tired of being the cheerful, talkative side of me.
I have so much more to express.
While writing this post, I had typed out so many buried thoughts of mine, thoughts that I wished I could go on and tell it straight in their faces (which I never did).
I ended up erasing each letter I typed out, and I don't know why I'm doing this.
"Happy thoughts, happy thoughts."
