Wednesday 5 August 2015

Life.

"It's not good to keep it to yourself."
People always say that.
And I don't like to tell people my problems because I'm afraid they'll judge me.

"You're lucky and you should be grateful."
"There are worse cases out there."

Yes, I'm aware. But everyone is different.
Some people are optimistic. And there are some who aren't.
I don't like to complain about my problems. But when I really do, I really needed help so I can clear my head.

"All this posts about how you feel is pathetic."
Yes, people might see it that way. 
But that's just how I keep myself calm.
I rant all I want. I throw my tantrums.
That's how I feel better.
If it bothers you so much, then don't read it. 

Having me ranting, letting people know how I feel is better than so many things.
I could've cut myself, get drunk, get drugged or even suicide, but I appreciate things in life.
And ranting to no one, or someone, is my best solution to feel better.

Life is too short. You only live once, so I'll spend all the time I have to improve myself.

Judge me if you want, but I have my own way of dealing things.